Made my decision already...Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum...and Alhamdulillah,finally I've made my decison already to finally going to continue my study to Lim Kok Wing University..and I think it's kinda rude of keep avoding myself from editing my blog,yeah..rude that's the word..so..if I feel like I want to write something I'll promise myself to turn on the computer and write something beneficial.

Yup..my readers out there..Lim Kok Wing is my next place to continue my journey of "mencari ilmu hingga ke liang lahad",did I say it correctly??Nervous,headache,stomach-ache..that's all I got to tell you I'm not that ready to go to my next level in searching of more "ilmu".Not that I'm not ready to continue my study in a way of I'm going to sleep late and wake up so early,so not that kind of "ready" thing,I'm talking about the society of the university itself that make me kind of "eerie'.I think that's my real problem but you know what don't ever let anything be the boundary when you want to reach your dreams..stick to yourself,be yourself,don't even try to be someone else..it's not going to worth it..duh..haks..

I watched Spiderman 3 last month and I learned something and I can't believe that actually I've learned something from what I watch.Good for me.Well what I learned is that every single person in this world no matter what kind of diseases your having,smoking or not smoking and good person or bad person you always or should I say permanently have the right to choose.Like I said the people

Just got back yesterday!! 25th June 08!!

Assalamualaikum people who out there reading my blog(I don't know how many readers of my blog out there??) and Hai!!!

Yeah..just got back yesterday(25th June 08) from Bandung.Not that much of fun to be honest.
What do you expect spending your once in a life time travelling alone(BY YOURSELF!!) but,.. at your sisters"s place??..not that cool huh??I expected it already,no need to tell me,and you know something while I was there it's just street foods all the way down.Well not that I'm complaning about me eating the street foods but you know what..they were fantastic!!Delicious and any kind of words that could give the meaning of good foods..hehe

But shopping was good at there,I mean all kind of non-original things that you could buy with a cheaper price at there.Cool huh??hehe..But I didn't shop that much at there but I did bought some cool sweater..

I'm not in the mood to write at this moment ler..heheh..Later guys!!

xoxo
Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Hello Indonesia!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!
Yes!! I'm off to Bandung,Indonesia tomorrow 20th of June 2008,on Friday.

Actually there is nothing to tell today because as usual but not until I go to university(LKW or TESL??,STILL DON'T DECIDE YET PEOPLE!!) I'm just going to sit around my house doing nothing but watching tv,eat,eat, and yeah ..EAT!! You know what I mean.

But today,my father came out on tv!!It's awesome I guess because it's his 3rd time in a row been on television talking about the SAME thing,koperasi,koperasi,koperasi.But today,after he done with the talking he called me and asked me to give some comments.I said that when his not talking he look stiff but when he's starting to talk,he talks with confident.That's what I like about him.

So people..I'm off to Bandung tomorrow to meet my sister,she's doing medical at Universitas Padjajaran.Nice huh??But doing medical for 6 years,could you handle the kind of pressure my sister is having right now??Don't think so,but hey if you have the interest to do it,just go for it.

No editing my blog I guess for me until 25th of June 2008,on next Wednesday.Bye-bye Malaysia,Hello Bandung!!!

xoxo,Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Hard decision huh?? Ya think??>>

Lim Kok Wing or it just going to be TESL??
Hard decision huh???

But hey..what Leylo think is..it's not going to be the end of the world if I turn one of them down...

But my heart already stuck with Lim Kok Wing University...I want to go there,seriously want to go there,but when it comes to money and all kind of "social" things going on at there,I kind a having a second thought.

TESL?? Am I that so bad want to be a teacher??Just because BPG want to send their TESL students to London to pursue their study that doesn't mean I have to agree about that.But London..pretty cool right.Last night,I have to ask my dad to shut his mouth because his voice have this kind of power to control me to think about what am I going to choose.TESL or Lim Kok Wing??

At first I thought about want to just take this TESL thing.You see the way I said that TESL is just a "thing" ,that shows how much I just see myself taking this TESL thing,"thing" again..for a stupid reason, I guess.. which is I want to go to London for just the sick of 2 years at there.Funny huh,because me ,myself have this kind of stupid dreams about going there,although my dad said like this to me "macam tak pernah pergi sana pulak dia ni".I feel bad about myself have that kind of thought.

I want Lim Kok Wing so bad.But..my dad always said "don't worry about money" but I want to worry about that money thing issue!!

Who doesn't have this kind of guilty feeling about going to some international university,the kind of expensive university by using their parents money.Tell me who doesn't have that kind of feeling.Only "spoiled" child have that kind of feeling which they just happily spending their parents money just like that,"throw the money to the air".But I'm not like that.Let see if I go to Lim Kok Wing and it turn out that I fail to get my degree at there.Ask me the two persons that's going to be dissapoint on me?? Look down..

Representing,"MUM AND DAD"!!STRIKE!!

Oh God help me!!But hey...whatever my choice is..it's not going to be end of the world .But I'm pretty sure myself would make a very good choice to where am I going to continue my study .I know I will and I won't regret of what my choice is,I will tell you guys about it on my I don't know another 3 weeks blog.Hehe..You'll see.

That's it people!!xoxo

Wink!!Wink!!

I Turn To You...

Assalamualaikum,

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Wow..I mean its been a while that I didn't update my blog because you know where people have this urges like you don't have this mood to write something for the whole weekend or for a whole month.That's me.When I feel like I want to write something I will write something that truly comes from my mind and my heart.

Like now,Im listening to Christina Aguilera,"I turn to you"..which I think is a very nice song .Listen to this song make me think about "my angel".I hope that she's happy and doing fine at Melaka.She went to Malacca Matrik on the 16th of June 2008. If she read this I would like her to know how much I miss her and hope that we could reach the stars together ."Our" stars together.Fell like crying right now because you know how hard it is to let someone that you care and love so much went to somewhere far to reach for their dreams.But hey,I want her to reach her dreams and her stars and let me know about it because that's the one thing that I'm going to be happy for her for the rest of her life and I hope that she could have some timeto share with me when my time comes for me to reach my "stars".

This is for you Hazirah Hanisah Harun.."The Greatest Thing That Ever Happen To Me".

"I Turn To You"

When I'm lost,in the rain,in your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way

When I'm scared,losing ground,when my world is going crazy

You can turn it all around

And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top

You're always there givin' me all you're got

For a shield from the storm,for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm,

I turn to you

For the strength to be strong,for the will to carry on,for everything you do

for everything that's true I turn to you.

Ayat-Ayat Cinta...

AYAT-AYAT CINTA

Desir pasir di padang tandus

Segar sang pemikiran hati

Terkisah ku diantara

Cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang

Kasih bukan sekedar cinta

Pengorbanan cinta yang agung Kupertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna

Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah

Ayat-Ayat Cinta bercerita

Cintaku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai mulai menyentuh

Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta

Ketika ku bersujud...

Lagu yang bisa menggetarkan jiwa dan raga seorang Muslim ketika dia buntu kerna cintanya yang belum agung lagi buat Yang Maha Esa,Allah S.W.T..

Leylo..

Ayat-Ayat Cinta...

Assalamualaikum...

Aku Leylo...aku bisa tulis apa aja yang bisa ngomong dari hati ku yang aku sendiri enggak tau adakah hatiku ini telus mencintai Allah dan Rasul lebih dari aku menyintai seorang yang bergelar Adam.Ya..baru aja aku baca Ayat-Ayat Cinta.Bagaimana sepenuh hati ku ini inginkan cinta yang telus seperti Fahri dan Aisha.Tapi,gak bisa aku belum menyintai Tuhanku dulu sebelum menyintai seorang Adam,aku enggak betah gitu.

Ya Allah,adakah aku bisa menyintai mu agar diriku ini menyintai seorang yang bergelar Adam di bumi ini kerana mu Tuhanku.

Wassalam...