Hard decision huh?? Ya think??>>

Lim Kok Wing or it just going to be TESL??
Hard decision huh???

But hey..what Leylo think is..it's not going to be the end of the world if I turn one of them down...

But my heart already stuck with Lim Kok Wing University...I want to go there,seriously want to go there,but when it comes to money and all kind of "social" things going on at there,I kind a having a second thought.

TESL?? Am I that so bad want to be a teacher??Just because BPG want to send their TESL students to London to pursue their study that doesn't mean I have to agree about that.But London..pretty cool right.Last night,I have to ask my dad to shut his mouth because his voice have this kind of power to control me to think about what am I going to choose.TESL or Lim Kok Wing??

At first I thought about want to just take this TESL thing.You see the way I said that TESL is just a "thing" ,that shows how much I just see myself taking this TESL thing,"thing" again..for a stupid reason, I guess.. which is I want to go to London for just the sick of 2 years at there.Funny huh,because me ,myself have this kind of stupid dreams about going there,although my dad said like this to me "macam tak pernah pergi sana pulak dia ni".I feel bad about myself have that kind of thought.

I want Lim Kok Wing so bad.But..my dad always said "don't worry about money" but I want to worry about that money thing issue!!

Who doesn't have this kind of guilty feeling about going to some international university,the kind of expensive university by using their parents money.Tell me who doesn't have that kind of feeling.Only "spoiled" child have that kind of feeling which they just happily spending their parents money just like that,"throw the money to the air".But I'm not like that.Let see if I go to Lim Kok Wing and it turn out that I fail to get my degree at there.Ask me the two persons that's going to be dissapoint on me?? Look down..

Representing,"MUM AND DAD"!!STRIKE!!

Oh God help me!!But hey...whatever my choice is..it's not going to be end of the world .But I'm pretty sure myself would make a very good choice to where am I going to continue my study .I know I will and I won't regret of what my choice is,I will tell you guys about it on my I don't know another 3 weeks blog.Hehe..You'll see.

That's it people!!xoxo

Wink!!Wink!!