Hello Indonesia!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!
Yes!! I'm off to Bandung,Indonesia tomorrow 20th of June 2008,on Friday.

Actually there is nothing to tell today because as usual but not until I go to university(LKW or TESL??,STILL DON'T DECIDE YET PEOPLE!!) I'm just going to sit around my house doing nothing but watching tv,eat,eat, and yeah ..EAT!! You know what I mean.

But today,my father came out on tv!!It's awesome I guess because it's his 3rd time in a row been on television talking about the SAME thing,koperasi,koperasi,koperasi.But today,after he done with the talking he called me and asked me to give some comments.I said that when his not talking he look stiff but when he's starting to talk,he talks with confident.That's what I like about him.

So people..I'm off to Bandung tomorrow to meet my sister,she's doing medical at Universitas Padjajaran.Nice huh??But doing medical for 6 years,could you handle the kind of pressure my sister is having right now??Don't think so,but hey if you have the interest to do it,just go for it.

No editing my blog I guess for me until 25th of June 2008,on next Wednesday.Bye-bye Malaysia,Hello Bandung!!!

xoxo,Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Hard decision huh?? Ya think??>>

Lim Kok Wing or it just going to be TESL??
Hard decision huh???

But hey..what Leylo think is..it's not going to be the end of the world if I turn one of them down...

But my heart already stuck with Lim Kok Wing University...I want to go there,seriously want to go there,but when it comes to money and all kind of "social" things going on at there,I kind a having a second thought.

TESL?? Am I that so bad want to be a teacher??Just because BPG want to send their TESL students to London to pursue their study that doesn't mean I have to agree about that.But London..pretty cool right.Last night,I have to ask my dad to shut his mouth because his voice have this kind of power to control me to think about what am I going to choose.TESL or Lim Kok Wing??

At first I thought about want to just take this TESL thing.You see the way I said that TESL is just a "thing" ,that shows how much I just see myself taking this TESL thing,"thing" again..for a stupid reason, I guess.. which is I want to go to London for just the sick of 2 years at there.Funny huh,because me ,myself have this kind of stupid dreams about going there,although my dad said like this to me "macam tak pernah pergi sana pulak dia ni".I feel bad about myself have that kind of thought.

I want Lim Kok Wing so bad.But..my dad always said "don't worry about money" but I want to worry about that money thing issue!!

Who doesn't have this kind of guilty feeling about going to some international university,the kind of expensive university by using their parents money.Tell me who doesn't have that kind of feeling.Only "spoiled" child have that kind of feeling which they just happily spending their parents money just like that,"throw the money to the air".But I'm not like that.Let see if I go to Lim Kok Wing and it turn out that I fail to get my degree at there.Ask me the two persons that's going to be dissapoint on me?? Look down..

Representing,"MUM AND DAD"!!STRIKE!!

Oh God help me!!But hey...whatever my choice is..it's not going to be end of the world .But I'm pretty sure myself would make a very good choice to where am I going to continue my study .I know I will and I won't regret of what my choice is,I will tell you guys about it on my I don't know another 3 weeks blog.Hehe..You'll see.

That's it people!!xoxo

Wink!!Wink!!

I Turn To You...

Assalamualaikum,

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Wow..I mean its been a while that I didn't update my blog because you know where people have this urges like you don't have this mood to write something for the whole weekend or for a whole month.That's me.When I feel like I want to write something I will write something that truly comes from my mind and my heart.

Like now,Im listening to Christina Aguilera,"I turn to you"..which I think is a very nice song .Listen to this song make me think about "my angel".I hope that she's happy and doing fine at Melaka.She went to Malacca Matrik on the 16th of June 2008. If she read this I would like her to know how much I miss her and hope that we could reach the stars together ."Our" stars together.Fell like crying right now because you know how hard it is to let someone that you care and love so much went to somewhere far to reach for their dreams.But hey,I want her to reach her dreams and her stars and let me know about it because that's the one thing that I'm going to be happy for her for the rest of her life and I hope that she could have some timeto share with me when my time comes for me to reach my "stars".

This is for you Hazirah Hanisah Harun.."The Greatest Thing That Ever Happen To Me".

"I Turn To You"

When I'm lost,in the rain,in your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way

When I'm scared,losing ground,when my world is going crazy

You can turn it all around

And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top

You're always there givin' me all you're got

For a shield from the storm,for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm,

I turn to you

For the strength to be strong,for the will to carry on,for everything you do

for everything that's true I turn to you.