~Becoming my mom's maid~

Nothing much..just wake up at 6 am for Subuh Prayer but sometimes at 6.50 am..teruk giler kan??? that's mean, "it's bad isn't it" ,my dear Moazir hope u find it easy to understand my blog honey..

Cleaning up my bed, watching dishes at the kitchen, making my sis a healthy breakfast, by all means which is nuggets,drumets, and french fries. Milo ice and sometimes just plain water..
Vacuming upstair, take out the trash, last but not least filling up the cold drinks for the up stair fridge..

Not that bad huh?? All the chores that I did is just to make my mom know that I'm a good daughter that one fine day can be a good " housewife"..lovely Nadia is always there, inside there only Allah know..

Talking about "social life" I don't think I have any of them ne more..urm..can I just say " why should I care, I dont need social life, all that I need is my Twlight Saga Books which is, Eclipse, New Moon, and Breaking Dawn..So much of being a total " anti-social life" which is I'm still new with it but hoping to make it a more interesting by reading books..ooo I'm such a dull..

What am I joking, I'm here to tell u..I don't have a social life!!! Proudly to present

I don't have a social life

by: Nadia

I'ts bad isn't it?? I know..

~nadia~

~superhuman~

Anyone read this ...
Feeling lonely
Feeling u need someone so bad that you kept thinking about them frequently
Feeling that he should come back to you
Feeling that you want to kiss someone so bad
Feeling that your heart felt so good when u hear "superhuman" by chris brown feat keri hilson
Feeling that you should just keep all your lovvy toffy feeling away
Feeling u wanna keep the love back to you so that all the love song will stop

Satisfy with your self???

Never..U never complete until you are with the person your love..

~impian ku~

Semua orang wish die dapat beli ape yang die dah lame idamkan..macam kereta ker or vidoe game ker..

tapi aku lain..
aku nak beli bende-bende kat bawah ni kalau aku dah dapat duit aku sendiri 1 day nanti..
duit gaji aku la..bukan duit mak bapak aku..tak syok kalau beli bende yang ko btol2 suker gune duit diorng..time kecik2 dulu laen la..

ok ..1st aku nak beli SEMUA CITER FRIENDS SEASON 1 SAMPAI 10 TAU!!!! fUH..besarnyer cite2

2nd, aku nak beli THE NANNY SAME LAH..DARI SEASON 1 SAMPAI SEASON 6...

3rd, aku nak beli LAPTOP BARU!!!!

4th , aku nak beli semua CITER HINDUSTAN YANG BAPAK BEST SAMPAI BOLEH BUAT AIR MATA AKU MELELEH MACAM NAK GILER!!!

5th, aku nak beli PHONE BARU!!!!!

6th, hurm..sambung besok2 jer lah..
sebab tgh pikir lagi nak beli ape nie..

muahxxx...xoxo

nadia~nadly~nadi

Don't dream it's over...

hey now, hey now...
Don't dream it's over...

It's funny how people keep saying "never lost hopes on anything"..and the weird thing is..I do believe on what they say..and I think it's a shame on how people keep losing their faith on something that they think never come true..

I know that I have dreams of my own..but the odd thing is I only know how to dream about it, the thing is I don't know how to make it " a dream come true"...

One thing for sure..never dream that it's going to be over..

love,
Nadia..
p.s: as what people love to call me for now..

Made my decision already...Alhamdulillah

Assalamualaikum...and Alhamdulillah,finally I've made my decison already to finally going to continue my study to Lim Kok Wing University..and I think it's kinda rude of keep avoding myself from editing my blog,yeah..rude that's the word..so..if I feel like I want to write something I'll promise myself to turn on the computer and write something beneficial.

Yup..my readers out there..Lim Kok Wing is my next place to continue my journey of "mencari ilmu hingga ke liang lahad",did I say it correctly??Nervous,headache,stomach-ache..that's all I got to tell you I'm not that ready to go to my next level in searching of more "ilmu".Not that I'm not ready to continue my study in a way of I'm going to sleep late and wake up so early,so not that kind of "ready" thing,I'm talking about the society of the university itself that make me kind of "eerie'.I think that's my real problem but you know what don't ever let anything be the boundary when you want to reach your dreams..stick to yourself,be yourself,don't even try to be someone else..it's not going to worth it..duh..haks..

I watched Spiderman 3 last month and I learned something and I can't believe that actually I've learned something from what I watch.Good for me.Well what I learned is that every single person in this world no matter what kind of diseases your having,smoking or not smoking and good person or bad person you always or should I say permanently have the right to choose.Like I said the people

Just got back yesterday!! 25th June 08!!

Assalamualaikum people who out there reading my blog(I don't know how many readers of my blog out there??) and Hai!!!

Yeah..just got back yesterday(25th June 08) from Bandung.Not that much of fun to be honest.
What do you expect spending your once in a life time travelling alone(BY YOURSELF!!) but,.. at your sisters"s place??..not that cool huh??I expected it already,no need to tell me,and you know something while I was there it's just street foods all the way down.Well not that I'm complaning about me eating the street foods but you know what..they were fantastic!!Delicious and any kind of words that could give the meaning of good foods..hehe

But shopping was good at there,I mean all kind of non-original things that you could buy with a cheaper price at there.Cool huh??hehe..But I didn't shop that much at there but I did bought some cool sweater..

I'm not in the mood to write at this moment ler..heheh..Later guys!!

xoxo
Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Hello Indonesia!!!

Assalamualaikum...

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!
Yes!! I'm off to Bandung,Indonesia tomorrow 20th of June 2008,on Friday.

Actually there is nothing to tell today because as usual but not until I go to university(LKW or TESL??,STILL DON'T DECIDE YET PEOPLE!!) I'm just going to sit around my house doing nothing but watching tv,eat,eat, and yeah ..EAT!! You know what I mean.

But today,my father came out on tv!!It's awesome I guess because it's his 3rd time in a row been on television talking about the SAME thing,koperasi,koperasi,koperasi.But today,after he done with the talking he called me and asked me to give some comments.I said that when his not talking he look stiff but when he's starting to talk,he talks with confident.That's what I like about him.

So people..I'm off to Bandung tomorrow to meet my sister,she's doing medical at Universitas Padjajaran.Nice huh??But doing medical for 6 years,could you handle the kind of pressure my sister is having right now??Don't think so,but hey if you have the interest to do it,just go for it.

No editing my blog I guess for me until 25th of June 2008,on next Wednesday.Bye-bye Malaysia,Hello Bandung!!!

xoxo,Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Hard decision huh?? Ya think??>>

Lim Kok Wing or it just going to be TESL??
Hard decision huh???

But hey..what Leylo think is..it's not going to be the end of the world if I turn one of them down...

But my heart already stuck with Lim Kok Wing University...I want to go there,seriously want to go there,but when it comes to money and all kind of "social" things going on at there,I kind a having a second thought.

TESL?? Am I that so bad want to be a teacher??Just because BPG want to send their TESL students to London to pursue their study that doesn't mean I have to agree about that.But London..pretty cool right.Last night,I have to ask my dad to shut his mouth because his voice have this kind of power to control me to think about what am I going to choose.TESL or Lim Kok Wing??

At first I thought about want to just take this TESL thing.You see the way I said that TESL is just a "thing" ,that shows how much I just see myself taking this TESL thing,"thing" again..for a stupid reason, I guess.. which is I want to go to London for just the sick of 2 years at there.Funny huh,because me ,myself have this kind of stupid dreams about going there,although my dad said like this to me "macam tak pernah pergi sana pulak dia ni".I feel bad about myself have that kind of thought.

I want Lim Kok Wing so bad.But..my dad always said "don't worry about money" but I want to worry about that money thing issue!!

Who doesn't have this kind of guilty feeling about going to some international university,the kind of expensive university by using their parents money.Tell me who doesn't have that kind of feeling.Only "spoiled" child have that kind of feeling which they just happily spending their parents money just like that,"throw the money to the air".But I'm not like that.Let see if I go to Lim Kok Wing and it turn out that I fail to get my degree at there.Ask me the two persons that's going to be dissapoint on me?? Look down..

Representing,"MUM AND DAD"!!STRIKE!!

Oh God help me!!But hey...whatever my choice is..it's not going to be end of the world .But I'm pretty sure myself would make a very good choice to where am I going to continue my study .I know I will and I won't regret of what my choice is,I will tell you guys about it on my I don't know another 3 weeks blog.Hehe..You'll see.

That's it people!!xoxo

Wink!!Wink!!

I Turn To You...

Assalamualaikum,

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Wow..I mean its been a while that I didn't update my blog because you know where people have this urges like you don't have this mood to write something for the whole weekend or for a whole month.That's me.When I feel like I want to write something I will write something that truly comes from my mind and my heart.

Like now,Im listening to Christina Aguilera,"I turn to you"..which I think is a very nice song .Listen to this song make me think about "my angel".I hope that she's happy and doing fine at Melaka.She went to Malacca Matrik on the 16th of June 2008. If she read this I would like her to know how much I miss her and hope that we could reach the stars together ."Our" stars together.Fell like crying right now because you know how hard it is to let someone that you care and love so much went to somewhere far to reach for their dreams.But hey,I want her to reach her dreams and her stars and let me know about it because that's the one thing that I'm going to be happy for her for the rest of her life and I hope that she could have some timeto share with me when my time comes for me to reach my "stars".

This is for you Hazirah Hanisah Harun.."The Greatest Thing That Ever Happen To Me".

"I Turn To You"

When I'm lost,in the rain,in your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way

When I'm scared,losing ground,when my world is going crazy

You can turn it all around

And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top

You're always there givin' me all you're got

For a shield from the storm,for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm,

I turn to you

For the strength to be strong,for the will to carry on,for everything you do

for everything that's true I turn to you.

Ayat-Ayat Cinta...

AYAT-AYAT CINTA

Desir pasir di padang tandus

Segar sang pemikiran hati

Terkisah ku diantara

Cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang

Kasih bukan sekedar cinta

Pengorbanan cinta yang agung Kupertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna

Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah

Ayat-Ayat Cinta bercerita

Cintaku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai mulai menyentuh

Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta

Ketika ku bersujud...

Lagu yang bisa menggetarkan jiwa dan raga seorang Muslim ketika dia buntu kerna cintanya yang belum agung lagi buat Yang Maha Esa,Allah S.W.T..

Leylo..

Ayat-Ayat Cinta...

Assalamualaikum...

Aku Leylo...aku bisa tulis apa aja yang bisa ngomong dari hati ku yang aku sendiri enggak tau adakah hatiku ini telus mencintai Allah dan Rasul lebih dari aku menyintai seorang yang bergelar Adam.Ya..baru aja aku baca Ayat-Ayat Cinta.Bagaimana sepenuh hati ku ini inginkan cinta yang telus seperti Fahri dan Aisha.Tapi,gak bisa aku belum menyintai Tuhanku dulu sebelum menyintai seorang Adam,aku enggak betah gitu.

Ya Allah,adakah aku bisa menyintai mu agar diriku ini menyintai seorang yang bergelar Adam di bumi ini kerana mu Tuhanku.

Wassalam...

My Angel..

Leylo!!wink!!wink!! 3rd June 2008,9.41pm..

This song could make me remember of someone,no need to tell you guys..it's not that important to tell you who exactly this person that I love to link him to this song...but..its truly coming from the bottom of my heart..
I want to let him know what I truly feel about him for the past three years,I know that maybe Im being to expose,I mean it's like I want him to read this so that he would feel guilty,but no,I repeat no...because ..He's the reason for the teardrops of my guitar..

....Teardrops on my guitar....

Drew looks at me,I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky

So I drive home alone as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

(ignore the name DREW!!)

I truly would like him to know how much I always remember him and would always be...I miss you...

xoxo,Leylo

My Angel...

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Owh yeah,stick to the title girls and boys out there.I may put the title "My Angle" but it doesnt mean I'm going to talk about only one person.But wutever...but still,I want to show some of my appreciation for my loved ones.But sometimes it could go straight to one person for that title.

Do you guys out there have the kind of feeling that I have right now?The kind of feeling that all you want to do is to let your loved ones know about how much you care about him or her.I always have this kind of feeling but it's not that it's burden me or something.I actually love this kind of feeling.Yeah,this kind of feeling is what I always categorized it as one of my comfort feelings.To show your loved ones,no matter who is he or she to you in your life,(did I said it right?)yikes>>>

That is why I love this retro phrase that sounds like this,"I want you to want me",BOOM!! End of story..When it comes to me and my bestfriend it's different.I tell you already it's different when it comes to us.It's like ..what should I say..I don't know what I want to say actually.When it comes to her,I always feel that I don't have to worry about 100 persons to just forget me just like that in their life.It's like,"yeah go ahead..just blow me from your mind guys"because there is one person that would never ,I repeat,never blow the shadow of myself from her mind and her HEART!!

I always thought that when it comes to "best friend" title for two or more people,the most important thing,(they said it ,not me!!),the most important thing is to be beside your friends when they hurt,when they in a happy mood,when they achieve good thing in their life,I mean you have(WAJIB) to always be there for them no matter what.But hey,how about my condition here people?How about me and "my angel" ?Im the one that's going to stick like forever at Kajang and she's the one that's going to breathe the air of Seremban like forever.Listen people,listen...Don't you guys especially who set the trend "the most important thing in friendship" have some pity for me and my angel.Dont you?I mean yeah,you, the one that reading this right now.

Maybe it's hard for me to have generous people to leave some comments,or their speak of mind when they read this but hey,I want you to think.
Is that so important for you to always be with your loved ones but were focusing on bestfriend,yeah..is that so important for you to always be with your bestfriend no matter what?
I want to continue more but I want you to tell me what you think about what we talked about.

xoxo
Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Attention!!! Stick to ya title please...Yikes!!!

P.S : STICK TO THE TITLE PLEASE!!

REMEMBER!!!

...ITS "MY ANGEL"...

LEYLO!!WINK!!WINK!!

My "Angel"...

It's like a retro song,"I want you to want me" ..BOOM!! Now you got it...

Maybe some of you heard that phrase before but it means something to me.Its like how I wish I could have the kind of friendship like Mia and Lily in The Princess Diary.How they can be with each other everytime its like they don't have to worry about tomorrow and the day after tomorrow because they don't have to fight that the fact they still can see each other tomorrow.You know what I mean,going to school together,buy each other a "charm bracelet" to symbolise a GREAT friendship and the most important thing is how we could feel each other pain.

Yeah,but it's different when it comes to me and her.It's different.We don't even set ourselves to be "BEST FRIEND",it just come all the way when we stick with each other.It's like I can't breathe without her and she can't breathe without me.I keep thinking about what am I going to write about her,I just can't fight the fact that actually I don't have any great ideas to talk about her.She is what she always be and will be for the rest of her life.

Okay,I can't exactly tell you guys,I mean how am I going to say this.Let me say it in a easy words,Malay it is.Or no..no...in Indonesia words.I prefer that.Orangnya lembut kayak kain putih,cute bangat,hatinya suci kayak air zam zam gituk.Yesh,,dianya yang gue bilang "my angel".My angel.My angel, she's not exactly like many other angels.She don't have any special spell to make me happy or she don't have any magic ball to see my how am I doing everyday.

Okay,,for this time my readers out there.Its going to be "My Angel" for this week and maybe the next week.You want to know more about her...then I guess you just have to keep visiting me ,I mean visiting my blog .

p.s:babe,you just have to wait and read more about you ok!!!!

xoxo>>>yikes...
its leylo!!wink!!wink!!

1st June 2008!!! Alhamdulillah...

Alhamdulillah...Today,1st June 2008...Leylo!!wink!!wink!! 7.26am...

We,I mean the Muslims should spread "Alhamdulillah" today to show how are we being so grateful to Allah for He still have the mercy to give us the chance to breathe the air and the chance for us to spend a little bit more time with our loved ones.Alhamdulillah.Thank You Allah!!

Yes,I start the 1st June today with some 'Istikharah'..(if I spell it right)..
Some different I guess,but we all know I mean the Muslims that we are so close not that so close but TOO close to what we always being shadow by which is "Akhirat".C'mon guys I mean my sisters and brothers of Muslims out there,have some mercy to ourselves.

Remember when our Prophet,Nabi Muhammad S.A.W, was so near to his death and the most thing that he so worried about was his "UMAT".How he said the word "ummati" which mean "umat ku" .That shows how our beloved Prophet worried about ,the Muslims ones..
My sisters and brothers out there,open your eyes,love your heart!!
Show some mercy to ourselves!!

Love Allah and Nabi Muhammad S.A.W

Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

currently listening to "hanya kau yang mampu" by AIZAT and "take a bow" by RIHANNA!! LISTEN TO THEM!!

Yes!! Leylo here,in the house!! At the 'kampung' to be exact..

Since my grandparent's house have internet service and they got Ares,so I just download some important songs as u can see I wrote it up there I mean the title.

:Hanya kau yang mampu- Aizat's song but sang by Nubhan(future bf>>yikes)!! at
the Akademi Fantasia Concert 8
it was that first time I've heard Nubhan sang this song
and I just fall in love with it..

:Take a bow-Great song by Rihanna!!seriously because it can build a strong self
esteem (if I speel it right) for any "shortie" or "lady" !! Yeah!!
Listen to this song ladies out there and yeah we have the "right"
power to kick some a$$!!

Listen to this two songs and yeah you could go deep!!

Leylo!!Wink!!!Wink!!!

xoxo

rindu bangat seyh!!! mana aja kamu duolang ini???

ECAH!! BILA MAU PULANG DARI SARAWAK DEYH???

RINDU BANGAT SAMA KAMU!!

SERIUS....

ACIK..RINDU BANGAT SAMA KAMU!!!

NADLY RINDU KAMU SEYH!!!

TESL PROGRAM BAHAGIAN PENDIDIKAN GURU

BOLEH MENJADI MILIK KAMI 10 JUN INI???

INSYA-ALLAH!!!!!!!!

SELAMATKAN MEAH DARIPADA MATRIK TANGKAK!!!

suddenly suke NUBHAN!!!

HALLU!!!!!!!!
leylo!!!wink!!!wink!!!
Right now Im at my grandparent house with my sister but no cousins here...=<
But not that bored actually...and my face,its going to be okay,with no pimples next time,I hope...because Im kinda wearing this new facial stuff called Loreal and after using that I have to put some oil cream,I mean T3 oil .So that it can stop more bad "monster pimple" or the "elf" one giving birth on my face..If you know what Im saying.Yikes!!Today 30th of May 2008!!10 days of countdown the result of my TESL result!!Yikes ,AGAIN!!

Yes,I know its going to be a new post for this time.But I want to start it by telling you guys my new crush..Haks..haks..His name is Nubhan and his one of the finalist of the Akademi Fantasia 6.Recently he got 3rd place at the final concert of Akademi Fantasia that was held at the Stadium Putra Bukit Jalil.I kind a,or sort of but not that big..OH NO!!okay,Im going crazy right now.He's cute but not kind of macho guy I assume.But totally his sort of my boyfriend type.Yikes.Funny right?I mean talking about my crush at this blog thing.But wutever..Let me just write I want to write because this is my blog!! I can write wutever that I want.But not politics,I wont right anything about politics!!

So..enough for today I guess.Next time Im going to talk about..my bestfriend,Zyra!! You see..I like to talk about people..But this one is better.C,mon you guys..Its about friendship,and its important for me and for everyone in this world.So..next time you guys..I hope tomorrow!!

Love,Leylo!!
wink!!wink!!

NeW tOpIc CoMiNg oUt!! WatCh OuT!!>> YikEs!!

THE GREATEST THING THAT EVER HAPPEN TO ME!!

MY BESTFRIEND:ZYRA

XOXO

LEYLO!!WINK!!WINK!!

comfort feelings>>

hey all!!

leylo!!wink!!wink!!

As usual,today is 23rd of May 2008 and Im still not going to college YET!!

Yes Im still here,everyday but not until July,2 hours sitting in front of this computer and keep typing and typing the new story of Leylo!!It feels great,because you know,me and myself just keep bloating and bloating.Though I try to exercise it just not working because I know in order for me to get into my right shape I have to have a partner in order for me to work out.C'mon guys I dont want to be a slim and beautiful alone.That is why I want to do something fun like...jumping on a trampolin,going for riding, and..rock climbing.That would be so much fun!!! and cool!!

So next week would be school holiday,2 weeks holiday and it would be great,I dont know why I said that but I just want some comfort feelings for this holiday.I mean going for shopping with my cousins.OMG!!I miss my cousins so much because Im not that close with them so much but we still contact each other but not that often also,still if we meet each other we could talk everything .So..on 29th May untill 31st May my mummy and my daddy woludn't be around .That would be my sister and me staying with our grandparent.So..my daddy thought like we could go shopping or he said like we could go to Genting Highland,But Im not that excited because its not that fun and only just me and my sister?Yikes!!!So I thought about wanted to ask my grandmother to let her ask our cousins(along,angah,ajan, and nurul) tohave some fun with us.If their mother allow them to go.If not..its going to be me and my sis ONLY!!

Comfort feelings!!Please!!For this holiday!!

xoxo

Leylo!!wink!!

mother OH mother

its leylo!! wink!! wink!!

Its a wonderful day today as I just watched Harold and Kumar 2 and I know its not a good movie and I would like to say that I regret myself for watching that kind of movie.So you guys should know that I regret myself.That piece of movie OMG I dont know what to say but lots of humour cant deny that.But the fact that lots of naked womans,lots of swear,and yeah..lots of sex anyway.Yikes!!I promise myself wont watch that kind of movie again,enough with just Harold and Kumar the first one but the first one was pretty clean.But the 2nd one yeah..cut the crap off.

Fuhh...yeah..not a good day actually if it wasn't HAK the 2nd I would start my blog today with a nice thought.Yeah..mother,my mummy is still at school,probably thinking that Im right now helping her giving marks to her students english test paper.Yup ,but Im right now looking in front of the computer continue with my journey on writting my blog.This saturday my mum set me up to go for a programme that can have me getting some direction about writting.Yeah,you guys should know that Im into stuff of writting,being an editor,produce books,novels yeah...sort of stuff.For me,its fun.But hey,Im not that into stuff like poem,no,no,no!!Im not that into stuff.

So,she thought like I can go there alone but I dont want to go there alone.I want to go there with a person call MUM!!There, you have it.You guys should know that I have this sort of feeling like I like spending time with my mum,except escorting her to go to her facial.Thats why teenagers nowadays they dont like spending their time with their mummy.Hey guys,suddenly like Im losing my mood.Catch ya later.

what is wrong with me???

xoxo
leylo!!wink!!wink!!

mother OH mother

hey all..its leylo!! wink!! wink!!

we still in the zone of talking about my mother..yikes>>but we're not,today.
Im not so in the mood to right about mummy today...I dont know why because maybe I might be lonely..yes..I am a lonely girl..

Maybe one day I will not be lonely but I just dont know how to be not lonely.But lonely is good you know,because you will tend to appreciate people more in your life.I mean the people that you care and love so much.Towards the end they the one thats going to make you not lonely and be grateful of your life...

That's what I always think when Im lonely,the people that I miss so much,they are not there when I really need them.Some of them are just so far from me.I can't say to all of you that they are my friends,family or a "a good friend of mine".They are everything to me.But you cant just expect people that you care so much will always be by your side,listening to your every problems.Because they are just so far from us.Not that we want them to be far from us,it just that they need to go far,beyond their expectation.People need some great experiences in their life that's why sometimes they need to sacrifise by leaving their love ones but at the end, they will come back to you.They know they will..come back to you and
me.

Im a lonely girl..but not until tomorrow,and tomorrow 100x..yikes..at the end Im a happy person who tend to appreciate life more.Tomorrow must be "mummy", I promise,stick to the topic guys..

xoxo
leylo!!wink!!wink!!

mother OH mother!!!

its leylo!! wink!! wink!!

Yes,we are going to talk about mother.But of course we are not going to talk about YOUR mother but..we are I mean hehe,still..Im going to talk about my mother.At the same time when we're going to talk about my mother,other mummy stuff could also get involve.No worry guys!! But still, It's my mother that we're going to talk about!!Yippy!!

I don't want to get start by introducing my mum, I mean telling you guys about when she was born ,does she have a Ph.D or not, or how many kids does she hav.Im not going to talk that kind of stuff because Im going to go and talk deep stuff about her,not always a good stuff but sometimes bad stuff that normal teenagers would like to talk abot their mother but not in the way like Im embarrasing her.No!! No!! Its a bad thing sometimes about her that I would like to broke the "news" to all but trust me it's bad but I LOVE HER so much like nobody else in this world.

So..Im going to burst everything about her on my next post but the title is still
mother OH mother..

later ok..

xoxo
leylo-_^ wink!!!wink!!!

it's leylo!!

hye there!!wink!! wink!! its leylo..

Today(20th of May 2008) funny because its my friend's birthday,Happy Birthday Fatin Diyana Fauzi!!! Its the same day I start of thinking to start this blog thing.Funny again that I start to think today that maybe I should lose some weight and get into the right shape.Maybe from the picture of me that we all could see from my blog page,c'mon its my picture,really its my picture but...its me 4 years ago..

Right now,Im like this chubby girl that people just can't believe that I put on so much fat and calories in my body that makes me look like Nicole Richie when she was in her "chubby years".But you know what...Im going to excercise and do a lot of work out before I go to college this July(can't wait!!).

Getting into the right shape it's not the main thing,I mean the greatest achievement that I want to achieve in my life.I could getting into my right BMI anytime that I want to but the most important thing that I want to accomplish is to find in myself what I really want to be when in my life.Will the "thing" that Im going to be in my future will help people.Will I be able to stand out from people shadows?Will I be the best among the "Best"?

That is my greatest dream ,not just a dream but a dream that I wish and I pray that I could accomplish it one fine moment in my life.I don't know when but I know that I will accomplish it on one fine moment.

xoxo..later ok!!
leylo-_^