I Turn To You...

Assalamualaikum,

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Wow..I mean its been a while that I didn't update my blog because you know where people have this urges like you don't have this mood to write something for the whole weekend or for a whole month.That's me.When I feel like I want to write something I will write something that truly comes from my mind and my heart.

Like now,Im listening to Christina Aguilera,"I turn to you"..which I think is a very nice song .Listen to this song make me think about "my angel".I hope that she's happy and doing fine at Melaka.She went to Malacca Matrik on the 16th of June 2008. If she read this I would like her to know how much I miss her and hope that we could reach the stars together ."Our" stars together.Fell like crying right now because you know how hard it is to let someone that you care and love so much went to somewhere far to reach for their dreams.But hey,I want her to reach her dreams and her stars and let me know about it because that's the one thing that I'm going to be happy for her for the rest of her life and I hope that she could have some timeto share with me when my time comes for me to reach my "stars".

This is for you Hazirah Hanisah Harun.."The Greatest Thing That Ever Happen To Me".

"I Turn To You"

When I'm lost,in the rain,in your eyes I know I'll find the light to light my way

When I'm scared,losing ground,when my world is going crazy

You can turn it all around

And when I'm down you're there pushing me to the top

You're always there givin' me all you're got

For a shield from the storm,for a friend, for a love to keep me safe and warm,

I turn to you

For the strength to be strong,for the will to carry on,for everything you do

for everything that's true I turn to you.

Ayat-Ayat Cinta...

AYAT-AYAT CINTA

Desir pasir di padang tandus

Segar sang pemikiran hati

Terkisah ku diantara

Cinta yang rumit

Bila keyakinanku datang

Kasih bukan sekedar cinta

Pengorbanan cinta yang agung Kupertaruhkan

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna

Cinta ini tak mungkin ku cegah

Ayat-Ayat Cinta bercerita

Cintaku padamu

Bila bahagia mulai mulai menyentuh

Seakan ku bisa hidup lebih lama

Namun harus ku tinggalkan cinta

Ketika ku bersujud...

Lagu yang bisa menggetarkan jiwa dan raga seorang Muslim ketika dia buntu kerna cintanya yang belum agung lagi buat Yang Maha Esa,Allah S.W.T..

Leylo..

Ayat-Ayat Cinta...

Assalamualaikum...

Aku Leylo...aku bisa tulis apa aja yang bisa ngomong dari hati ku yang aku sendiri enggak tau adakah hatiku ini telus mencintai Allah dan Rasul lebih dari aku menyintai seorang yang bergelar Adam.Ya..baru aja aku baca Ayat-Ayat Cinta.Bagaimana sepenuh hati ku ini inginkan cinta yang telus seperti Fahri dan Aisha.Tapi,gak bisa aku belum menyintai Tuhanku dulu sebelum menyintai seorang Adam,aku enggak betah gitu.

Ya Allah,adakah aku bisa menyintai mu agar diriku ini menyintai seorang yang bergelar Adam di bumi ini kerana mu Tuhanku.

Wassalam...

My Angel..

Leylo!!wink!!wink!! 3rd June 2008,9.41pm..

This song could make me remember of someone,no need to tell you guys..it's not that important to tell you who exactly this person that I love to link him to this song...but..its truly coming from the bottom of my heart..
I want to let him know what I truly feel about him for the past three years,I know that maybe Im being to expose,I mean it's like I want him to read this so that he would feel guilty,but no,I repeat no...because ..He's the reason for the teardrops of my guitar..

....Teardrops on my guitar....

Drew looks at me,I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful,that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me,I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love,he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing,don't know why I do

Drew walks by me,can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight,give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky

So I drive home alone as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight.

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing,don't know why I do
He's the time taken up,but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

(ignore the name DREW!!)

I truly would like him to know how much I always remember him and would always be...I miss you...

xoxo,Leylo

My Angel...

Its Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Owh yeah,stick to the title girls and boys out there.I may put the title "My Angle" but it doesnt mean I'm going to talk about only one person.But wutever...but still,I want to show some of my appreciation for my loved ones.But sometimes it could go straight to one person for that title.

Do you guys out there have the kind of feeling that I have right now?The kind of feeling that all you want to do is to let your loved ones know about how much you care about him or her.I always have this kind of feeling but it's not that it's burden me or something.I actually love this kind of feeling.Yeah,this kind of feeling is what I always categorized it as one of my comfort feelings.To show your loved ones,no matter who is he or she to you in your life,(did I said it right?)yikes>>>

That is why I love this retro phrase that sounds like this,"I want you to want me",BOOM!! End of story..When it comes to me and my bestfriend it's different.I tell you already it's different when it comes to us.It's like ..what should I say..I don't know what I want to say actually.When it comes to her,I always feel that I don't have to worry about 100 persons to just forget me just like that in their life.It's like,"yeah go ahead..just blow me from your mind guys"because there is one person that would never ,I repeat,never blow the shadow of myself from her mind and her HEART!!

I always thought that when it comes to "best friend" title for two or more people,the most important thing,(they said it ,not me!!),the most important thing is to be beside your friends when they hurt,when they in a happy mood,when they achieve good thing in their life,I mean you have(WAJIB) to always be there for them no matter what.But hey,how about my condition here people?How about me and "my angel" ?Im the one that's going to stick like forever at Kajang and she's the one that's going to breathe the air of Seremban like forever.Listen people,listen...Don't you guys especially who set the trend "the most important thing in friendship" have some pity for me and my angel.Dont you?I mean yeah,you, the one that reading this right now.

Maybe it's hard for me to have generous people to leave some comments,or their speak of mind when they read this but hey,I want you to think.
Is that so important for you to always be with your loved ones but were focusing on bestfriend,yeah..is that so important for you to always be with your bestfriend no matter what?
I want to continue more but I want you to tell me what you think about what we talked about.

xoxo
Leylo!!wink!!wink!!

Attention!!! Stick to ya title please...Yikes!!!

P.S : STICK TO THE TITLE PLEASE!!

REMEMBER!!!

...ITS "MY ANGEL"...

LEYLO!!WINK!!WINK!!

My "Angel"...

It's like a retro song,"I want you to want me" ..BOOM!! Now you got it...

Maybe some of you heard that phrase before but it means something to me.Its like how I wish I could have the kind of friendship like Mia and Lily in The Princess Diary.How they can be with each other everytime its like they don't have to worry about tomorrow and the day after tomorrow because they don't have to fight that the fact they still can see each other tomorrow.You know what I mean,going to school together,buy each other a "charm bracelet" to symbolise a GREAT friendship and the most important thing is how we could feel each other pain.

Yeah,but it's different when it comes to me and her.It's different.We don't even set ourselves to be "BEST FRIEND",it just come all the way when we stick with each other.It's like I can't breathe without her and she can't breathe without me.I keep thinking about what am I going to write about her,I just can't fight the fact that actually I don't have any great ideas to talk about her.She is what she always be and will be for the rest of her life.

Okay,I can't exactly tell you guys,I mean how am I going to say this.Let me say it in a easy words,Malay it is.Or no..no...in Indonesia words.I prefer that.Orangnya lembut kayak kain putih,cute bangat,hatinya suci kayak air zam zam gituk.Yesh,,dianya yang gue bilang "my angel".My angel.My angel, she's not exactly like many other angels.She don't have any special spell to make me happy or she don't have any magic ball to see my how am I doing everyday.

Okay,,for this time my readers out there.Its going to be "My Angel" for this week and maybe the next week.You want to know more about her...then I guess you just have to keep visiting me ,I mean visiting my blog .

p.s:babe,you just have to wait and read more about you ok!!!!

xoxo>>>yikes...
its leylo!!wink!!wink!!